️ I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus faces of Radhey Shyam.
I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Radhey Shyam.
I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus face of Gaur.
I have no qualification to meditate on the lotus feet of Gaur.
I don't even consider myself qualified to meditate on the lotus face of Nitai.
My latest realization in Ekachakra is that I should simply meditate on the lotus feet of Nitai. (Meri itni hi aukaad hai)
And as Narrotam das Thakur says,
Nitaiyer karuna habe, braje Radha Krishna pabe,
DHORO NITAI CHARANA DUKHANI
I'm finally feeling quite convinced that by meditating on Nitai's lotus feet only I'll attain EVERYTHING. All other REMEMBRANCE will come automatically if I'll take exclusive shelter of Nitai's lotus feet in my heart.
In fact, in retrospect, 2 years ago my life changed completely when I was meditating a lot on Nitai's lotus feet throughout the day. I recorded some audios also on the auspicious symbols in the lotus feet of Nitai. I got full time by doing that. Nitai really gave me a chance to serve Him and Gurudev by making me full-time. Something which I didn't deserve at all. (Audios: https://m.soundcloud.com/sadhumaharaj/sets/nitai-lotus-feet)
To sum, remembrance of Nitai's lotus feet will never disappoint you. It will surprise you.
Worthless disciple of Shrila Bhaktiratna Sadhu Maharaj,
️ We get unimaginably empowered by meditating on the lotus feet of Nitai.
️ We get supremely purified by remembering the lotus feet of Nitai.
️ We are completely forgiven by begging forgiveness from the lotus feet of Nitai.
️ We become instantly qualified for every kind of
remembrance by remembering the lotus feet of Nitai.
️ Nitai is the root of the creeper of devotion. As long as you tightly hold His lotus feet, your creeper of devotion will be saved no matter what kind of mistake you make. At any cost, do not let your grip be lose. Remember His lotus feet as as much as possible as the only means of guaranteed forgiveness for all your mistakes.
️ From a mixture of milk and water, a Hansa (swan) drinks only milk and leaves the water.
And Nitai is Param-Hansa Shiromani. (69th name from 108 names of Nitai written by Shrila Nitaipreshthji Gurudev)
This means He is the topmost ignorer of all your bad qualities and disqualifications. He just accepts whatever little goodness is there in you and bestows upon you His boundless mercy based on that tiny goodness.