After sadhana, by causeless mercy of Srila Gurudev I experienced how much imp it is to preach to even 1 soul. The charity of Nitainam that is being distributed is highest form of service for humanity. I felt that how one soul we meet in material world n whom we share about Nitainam instantly in yamaloka there occurs rumours and all the pious impious records r burnt… Because instantly the soul with nitainam is stamped of being delivered and its return to godhead is confirmed. Like Gurudev states that golden age is there and a peak will come too and how many will get delivered. So our spiritual master has laid the foundation of this mountain and made us extremely fortunate by giving this rare wealth.
In the urge of changing the world, targetting millions I failed to realize how important it is for even one soul to get Nitainam. That’s why Srila Gurudev says one to one preaching because for us million is a good count and pleasure to Gurudev, guruparampara and Lord but for that one soul if we just introduce Nitainam to him, it meant sooo important. Life being saved and reaching back to his real place. I felt that our resistence to skip one soul with carefree attitude means biggest loss to the other person. This is real lokahith… And that Srila Gurudev, associate of Jahnava ma and Nitai has advented not just to give us this spiritual wealth and love of Lord but he has given all his love, service, sacrificed pleasures of Lord’s pastimes; being there physically, his very life, everythingggg cannot count. If we can offer our whole existence to him that will also not be enough. But I thinking about big big things cannot even fulfil this simplest of their wish to give nitainam to even one soul daily. Praying to the Lotus of Srila Gurudev and all the nitaibhakts to have mercy on me and I can do something b4 this life goes in vain. Joy Nitai! Dandavat pranam to Srila Gurudev and all nitaibhakts.